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as if i'd ever tell.....
United States
i don't hear voices, except for that one time....that's a question i'm asked a lot, while being psycho-analyzed. i'm a supreme example of duality in man - i represent all scales of emotion (well, i do what i can)'s not a mistake, it's just the way God made me - a little bit sweet, and a little bit crazy.


*my stock can be used by all DA artists, in manipulations, for prints and off-site don't need my permission, just note me, credit me, and link me.

*if used commercially, permission must first be obtained

*those are my rules. you can use my stock for any type of art - be it offensive, morbid, or plain disturbing....i don't care as long as you have fun with it.
(Though I DO ask that you NOT do anything pornographic with the pictures of my little niece, Lilli. Hoping nobody would....that's just plain wrong.)
i didn't ask to be born this way
i wish someone could fix me...
maybe if so much money wasn't spent on war, if people cared more about the welfare of humanity....
maybe then there would be a cure....

until then, i'm like a manic freak
work out twice a day, mow the lawn, burn that energy just so I can sleep
don't push my buttons
don't push my buttons
I believe the Hulk said...."you wouldn't like me when I'm angry."

Problem is:
I don't like me when I'm angry.

I've got to get it out, there's got to be a way
I can't always clean up the giant messes I create....
someday it's gonna get me,
if that happens, then HE wins....

That motherfuckin devil.....
I just can't let him in.

I'm sorry. To everyone I've ever harmed. I'm sorry that my mentality has to tear everything to the ground. I'm sorry I'm fuckin crazy, I'm sorry I'm fuckin's gonna take more than pills to tame me...when an adrenaline bomb goes off in my brain.....when all my emotions start to rain down.....
run for cover
run for cover

whatever you do, don't stick around....I don't know what will happen, something else takes over, I never wanted to hurt you....I never wanted to hurt's just the curse I've been bestowed.

One day I'll die....and it'll all be over....until then I have to deal with this sober.

I do it for God. I do it for the rewards in the end. I'm following through, I won't lie or pretend. I do it for God.....I think He has a plan.
I do it for God....because He's the man.

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Lyssiana Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2015   Digital Artist
I used your stock here:…
Elleae Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the favorite on… :D
TerenceWilliams Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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Antonio-Figueiredo Featured By Owner May 9, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
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Lyssiana Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2013   Digital Artist
I used your stock here:… :blushes: :glomp:
Skategirl Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Hi dear I used your stock here… I hope you like <3
Nolamom3507 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2013
Used your stock here [link] Thank you
CreatorAllanvre Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
Some of the stock I used can be seen here. [link]
I cannot thank you enough for contributing stock to the community, artists like you made this trailer possible. thank you, thank you, thank you.
Gelso Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2012   Digital Artist
Thank you! [link]
nxlam1801 Featured By Owner May 15, 2012
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