I blame myself
I'll set fire to the flames, but it won't be easy.
If you want someone to blame, then point the finger at me, please.
I had my chance, and I blew it
Took my opportunity and threw it straight to hell.
See - I was waiting for a savior..... As if I couldn't save myself.
Sinhuman
Your inhumanity creates my insanity. The world's duality is affecting the infrastructure of my reality. There is almost zero accountability, a real lack of humility, and the counterproductivity is defacing all human credibility.
But as long as we're on the same page....go ahead and let out that rage, let it burn up in flames and from the remains.....rise up, like the phoenix, rise up reborn, awakened and pure. Rise up from the ashes, rise up tall, rise up proud. Rise up like a man who cannot be beaten down. Times won't always be good, and no one ever promised you that, but a good life don't make a strong man, and I will stand by that fact. We are like swords....we are FORGED in the FIRE. We are made strong....we are made to be survivors. Yes we are survivors.
bipolar-roller-coaster
i wish someone could fix me...
maybe if so much money wasn't spent on war, if people cared more about the welfare of humanity....
maybe then there would be a cure....
until then, i'm like a manic freak
work out twice a day, mow the lawn, burn that energy just so I can sleep
don't push my buttons
don't push my buttons
I believe the Hulk said...."you wouldn't like me when I'm angry."
Problem is:
I don't like me when I'm angry.
I've got to get it out, there's got to be a way
I can't always clean up the giant messes I create....
someday it's gonna get me,
if that happens, then HE wins....
That motherfuckin devil.....
I just can't let him in.
I'm sorry. To everyone I've ever harmed. I'm sorry that my mentality has to tear everything to the ground. I'm sorry I'm fuckin crazy, I'm sorry I'm fuckin crazy.....it's gonna take more than pills to tame me...when an adrenaline bomb goes off in my brain.....when all my emotions start to rain down.....
run for cover
run for cover
whatever you do, don't stick around....I don't know what will happen, something else takes over, I never wanted to hurt you....I never wanted to hurt you.....it's just the curse I've been bestowed.
One day I'll die....and it'll all be over....until then I have to deal with this sober.
I do it for God. I do it for the rewards in the end. I'm following through, I won't lie or pretend. I do it for God.....I think He has a plan.
I do it for God....because He's the man.
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